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TW/ abuse. molestation. self harm.
seeing sooyun now, one would never think her life story is so rocky and belligerent. of course if asked, how was your childhood, how were your past relationships, how was your life before moving to Seoul, South Korea? she'd tell them, 'i grew up with the aspirations of being on a stage, and that alone helped me through my bland childhood.' she'd tell them, 'i've had many and i cherish all of them.' she'd tell them, 'it was okay.' park sooyun will always keep her history short and simple, always keeping the unwanted truth hardly coded with rambles and the good moments.
in all honesty, her life was unbearable at times for the emotional girl. her parents didn't want her so her mother put her up for adoption at age 4. she never knew the real answer on why they didn't want her. the pure-hearted wanted to believe her parents couldn't afford the life they believed she deserved. growing up as a foster child was more endurable than it's put out to be for the most part. one thing she hated was being pitied by adults, she didn't want to be felt sorry for. in and out of families, sooyun matured quickly, had a pile of life stories to share at age 13. turning thirteen was the worst thing that happened to her. she was becoming a woman, going through her monthly, developing a body. she lived in a two parent household, mother being the worker of the family. she was the only child because the wife was fertile. being left alone with the father always made her uncomfortable but when she turned a preteen he began touching her and talking to her in the weirdest ways. this continued until she turned 16, sooyun ran away knowing in Australia, you can move out once you turn sixteen. she lost the most precious gift she was given to a man who disrespected her body, he took her virginity. never speaking up, never giving out clues that he was the reason she struggled (still does.) with insomnia, she regretted it but knew it was probably better that way.
next chapter of her life, when she met her band mates; sungjin and jooheon. they were and are still the best thing that happened to her. the three member band would perform at ages 17, 20, and 24 on the street, clubs, and even some city events. she never felt uncomfortable by them, they were unbreakable. sooyun the guitarist, jooheon a drummer and sungjin a lead singer. during that time in her life, she was discovering her sexuality, always feeling soft around females. she found them almost too beautiful. in a numb depression she would self harm, cut herself, take pills, just about anything to take away her past. it was a struggle but her two male friends made her stronger overtime. sooyun began getting in and out of relationships until she turned 20. being the definition of βbrokenhearted.β sheβs been in both physically and mentally abusive relationships, she has been cheated on and the best ones ended because they didnβt find a need for her anymore, more less complicated than the others. overwhelmed by heartbreak and her past, sooyun felt hopeless. her smile was never true. staking up her money for a one way plane ticket to South Korea, the young woman only took five outfits, her guitar, and some pocket change with her.
moving was something she needed. as soon as sooyun stepped off the plane, she felt more alive. leaving her friends without a word, leaving her home country, leaving her native language, leaving everything behind her. sooyun lived in the attic of a nightclub the owner was nice enough to offer her after hearing her perform one night. she began learning korean slowly and stacking up her money once more. she made a promise to herself to focus on the present for now, not the past nor the future.
present time.
she now owns a one bedroom apartment with over a dozen plushies she got from a nearby arcade. she has yet to build up for a car, so for now, walking or taking an uber is her only transportation. making a lot of business at the nightclub and friends over twitter, sooyun has built a new life for herself. still very fragile but almost naive to heartbreak. she still is broken inside but has a pretty cover up.
[] my character is poly and will give equal attention to all of her partners, if you feel like your character isn't being treated fairly PLEASE speak up ic or ooc if necessary.
I LOVE YOU.
Asami Kang.
i remember meeting you in a group chat, me and you never talked much besides when you would call me cute or defend my lame dad jokes. i honestly started crushing on you the first time you talked to me, i even became more active in the group chat for you to notice me. when we finally dmed each other, i donβt know if itβs just me, but i felt a real connection with you. we stay up past our bed times just to text each other and send each other memes and stupid things. i love you, mama. you make my heart flutter. i love how sexual you can be at times vs how soft you actually are. i love everything about you, no matter what. you have a special place in my heart and i want to get that turtle youβve been talking about. ITβS STILL A MAYBE. plots with you are so fun, you can write almost too much if you wanted to. asami you basically satisfy my every need. thank you.
KINKS
submissive.
a bottom.
sooyun has a headspace where she likes to be called kitten (pet play)
and treated like someones pet. this space doesn't necessarily mean
she wants to be submissive, just used, anything to make her owner
happy.
oral fixation. edging. over stimulation. degradation. hybristophilia. praise. exhibitionism. breath play. orgasm denial. impact play. voyeurism. bondage.
size differences. ice play. somnophilia. slight omorashi. sexting. sensational play. begging. collaring.
discipline.
even though she is innocent and listens most of the time, sooyun can be
a brat.
spanking (belt. paddle. certain whips. hands.)
edging
slapping
writing lines (?)
OVERALL PERSONALITY
the nightclub singer is an overall soft being. she has a gentle aura, not really the crackhead type. the girl is naturally shy and introverted at first but once she opens
up to you, she can be quite clingy and dorky. a sign that she is nervous is when she
rambles, sooyun can talk too much [ at least in her mind ] whenever she's trying not
to disappoint. in her free time, she likes to write lyrics, go long-boarding, paint, and binge any netflix show she comes across. sooyun doesn't cruse, she just never did. she is very innocent personality wise. rarely will she get drunk but she does drink wine and whiskey the most. her nightclub job is one of her greatest accomplishments. just because she is nice and gentle in conversations doesn't mean she can't take a joke. sooyun's heart is very vulnerable so she is quick to crush on a girl who meets her standards but she will not confess her love as quick. she is easily jealous and will most likley pout to self and get quiet out of habit.
age: 23 years
body type: lean
sexuality: lesbian
height: 5'9 - 175 cm
WANT TO PLOT?
i will mirror all plots; i do like advanced writing A LOT more
3rd POV. will NOT write in 2nd or 1st POV
i am open to all types of plots / tw or not / so please don't be nervous to head into my dms and ask to plot. we can come up with something together but i'd love if you already have something in mind. i am okay with plots that have nothing to do with my AU. we can create something totally different, i am flexible plot wise.
ADMIN
is over the age of 20 but has no problem with minors interacting AS LONG AS it is not NSFW related.
is strictly in character please don't contact them unless it's plot related or an emergency.
has SHE/HER pronouns
MY TIME
she felt like a nervous wreck for some reason. maybe it was because the hyped crowd was loud, the smell of alcohol and sweat filled the building. sooyun sucked on her bottom lip, tasting the strawberry flavor lip gloss she applied moments ago. her guitar strap hanging on her shoulder as she cracked her knuckles to feel more calm. she performs here countlessly but each time, the same weight on her chest was there, the same gut feeling that something was going to go wrong. βyou got this, soo! you always do.β the owner praised in a monotone as he pats her shoulder. quickly turning to him with a nervous smile, appreciating how he always said that each night she would perform.
inhaling sharply, the singer puts the hanging guitar in her hands, strumming the chords to make sure the melody was accurate before clearing her voice. tonight she was in a dog tooth pleated skirt with a kiss rock band vintage shirt homemade cut into a cropped top and patent leather gothic black boots to pair. hearing her cue from the stage crew, sooyun licked her lips giving her a gentle nod. as she walked out there to perform she exhaled, trying to calm down her heart rate. she could hear half the crowd grow silent. the aussie appeared out to the crowd, her smile beaming, pearly white teeth showing as she looked out in the crowd. some people that looked familiar cheered her name while others hollered out and clapped. this was the best high of her life. the lean singer lived for this and the last moment of exiting the stage, looking at the satisfied viewers. they loved her voice, they loved her.
